for this one i will totally write about me and my bf..
i know my bf for ald 10 month and 6 days..i have started the relationship wif him on september 26 2006..so now i m still counting the days to reach one year..
to say alot ppl dun like having relationship through on9..i got my bf from internet..at the beginning i dun quite trust in it but it seems like it work oso..even though at the beginning both of us is like strangers but the feeling of love can be make up slowly and its really nice..
when we started to be together we suffer..coz my bf dun have a very good job and we need to try to get money when we go out..it started hard but as long as we love each other nothing is impossible to be settled..we continue our life like normal and until now its beginning to get better and better..i do changed alot when i was wif him..learn stuff and all..now i m glad tat he got a work tat he liked and he could work happily..we now always go out and during bf's b'day at 16th janurary i bought him a pair of shoe..during my b'day when it is 26th june as well my bf bought me a pir of shoes..hehe..i do have really alot of nice time being wif him..
me n him argue alot but to me arguing is not a problem now..even though we argue, things could also be settled easily..every nite i always hope tat my bf will be sleeping by the side of me hugging me..tat really give ma a feelings of security tat i could always be safe under his arms..this sound stupid but every nite i do miss u alot and always wish u could be by my side..when i have problems for my assignment my bf is oso at my side helping me to try to settle it off and try to get the grade tat i need..i m so glad to have this bf tat could somehow help me and be by my side when i need him..i know tat he have difficulties in earning money to make me have a nice time but as long as he is wif me i m happy enough..i dun mind wat we are going to eat but wat i wan is him together wif me..
on the other hand, me myself have been making my bf feel unsafe being wif me..i have been breaking plenty of his promises tat make his trust towards me have changed and getting less and less..i understand how much i hurt him and i m trying to change myself to someone better so tat he could feel the warmness wif me and feel safe being wif me..he trust me alot and do give me freedom as well and i will cherish alot wat he gave me..i wanted to take this time to tell my bf things as well
"hubby, i know tat i have hurt u alot and u always say give me last chance..i m trying my best to be ur good darling and i hope u really give me time to get through everything and be wif u for the rest of my life..i always love the time going out wif u..every sat seems to be our day to be together and every sat could be my happy day even though we argue on the day itself..i always cherish the time wif u and i will be wif u forever..I LOVE U"~~~
more stories coutinue the next blog XD
Posted at Wednesday, August 01, 2007 by
chin88
