My whole progress for 1 year
I have not update my blog for very long already. I guess for nearly a year. Now I am just making a blog just to update everything up. Lets first talk about myself. As I guess everyone who read my previous blog knew I am studying university now. Currently I am in semester 3 years 2. As what I am studying is Bachelor of Management (Marketing) plus with another major of finance. Seems tough. I am currently waiting for my result to proceed to further step into semester 4. Hope I really can pass in able to get what I wanted to. Don't feel like failing. The semester 3 exam result are not out yet as I am still waiting for it. I am really feeling very scared for already 3 weeks. I do not expect much as semester 3 exam is really tough and all the subjects are those which I am really blur with it. I scared that I will see a F word when I checked for my result. As my next semester will be at 28th July, my result are not out yet and everyone of us are still keep waiting for it as we wanted to know we can proceed to the next 4 subjects or do we need to retake it. I myself got some feeling that I might fail as last 2 week I dream that I fail my exam. *sigh*
Somehow I got some problems for sure. I have problems in friendship in university. I known a number of friends during my foundation period. After that, left one as the others tend to change to another college. So me and the other girl try our best to go as far as we can. And when it comes to the beginning to semester 3, everything seems different. I introduce new friends to her as I am afraid she will be alone whenever I am sick and I did not attend lectures. So at the beginning of this semester 3, I did not mix up so much with that gang as my classes time are different with them. As i ended up mixing with another gang who I knew since semester 1 as the class times are quite similar and easier to look for them for lunch. As to say as friends, even not mixing much it should be go into contact among each other but this is different. I did not regret introducing my friends to her as she is happy with it. As what I don't like are having new friends and does not want old friends anymore. As there's nothing I could do as well. And to say I guess it's not worth being sad for a friend who does not cherish friendship at all. So this problem has been out from my mind and with no one beside me, I will still need to continue my life.
On the other hand, I do have good stuff happening to me as well. Let me start with love relationship first. From my previous post, those who read it before, knew that I am in a relationship for quite long. As till now the relationship is still on going. I feel glad that I have found someone to share everything with me no matter what happen. As me and him do always argue never stop cause both of us does not want to lose to each other. Even we both always argue but I could see in his heart he still have me and he do always love me a lot. Even I tried to say wanted to break up with him, I still can't do it as he is always planted in my heart as well. My bf and I really argue over small matters but no matter how there's always a way to settle any problem. Unless either one of us done something really unforgivable. Seems like it never happen. Some people do say that I do not suit to be together with him but I will still believe in myself that I can do it. Getting someone who love you more den you love him is better then getting someone who you love more then you love him. As this is my concept and it might be different to you all. Lol. This coming 26th September will be me and his 2 years anniversary. Really feel happy about it that I never expected that this relationship will last so long also. I guess this is about my love relationship here.
As on my birthday on 26th June, i've got a lonely birthday as not all my family members celebrated with me and this is my first birthday where I don't even have a birthday cake. But it's ok as show I am one year older. Lol. The happiest thing for my birthday is that my bf bought me something I really like it for very long. He bought me penguin which is wearing a scarf and both penguin are hugging together so lovely. I really love it a alot. Plus the penguin is limited edition. I never knew he could find back that penguin as it's sold out in a lot places. As thanks a lot to my bf. Really love it. Muacks.
About monetary problem I feel happy as well. At last I get to save money every month and having enough amount of money to use as well. Last time I used to finish off all my money that is given by my dad monthly. As now everything changes. I save money for future use. My future use is I plan to buy my own personal laptop. I saw the one I like and it cost me RM3000. So I will need to save and work during the end of the year for 3 months to get the amount of money to buy my favourite laptop. As I really can't wait as well. Working for 3 months maybe can help me in getting around RM2000 + but I still need an amount of money to be added into it to buy the laptop itself. I really need to try very hard to save money. I need to say gambateh to myself. Lol. Hope I really can do it.
I guess thats all I can talk about for the moment. I never knew that I can write so long for just one post. Lol. Hope you all don't get bored with what I am trying to say here ^^
Posted at Monday, July 21, 2008 by
chin88
