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Monday, July 21, 2008

My whole progress for 1 year

I have not update my blog for very long already. I guess for nearly a year. Now I am just making a blog just to update everything up. Lets first talk about myself. As I guess everyone who read my previous blog knew I am studying university now. Currently I am in semester 3 years 2. As what I am studying is Bachelor of Management (Marketing) plus with another major of finance. Seems tough. I am currently waiting for my result to proceed to further step into semester 4. Hope I really can pass in able to get what I wanted to. Don't feel like failing. The semester 3 exam result are not out yet as I am still waiting for it. I am really feeling very scared for already 3 weeks. I do not expect much as semester 3 exam is really tough and all the subjects are those which I am really blur with it. I scared that I will see a F word when I checked for my result. As my next semester will be at 28th July, my result are not out yet and everyone of us are still keep waiting for it as we wanted to know we can proceed to the next 4 subjects or do we need to retake it. I myself got some feeling that I might fail as last 2 week I dream that I fail my exam. *sigh*

Somehow I got some problems for sure. I have problems in friendship in university. I known a number of friends during my foundation period. After that, left one as the others tend to change to another college. So me and the other girl try our best to go as far as we can. And when it comes to the beginning to semester 3, everything seems different. I introduce new friends to her as I am afraid she will be alone whenever I am sick and I did not attend lectures. So at the beginning of this semester 3, I did not mix up so much with that gang as my classes time are different with them. As i ended up mixing with another gang who I knew since semester 1 as the class times are quite similar and easier to look for them for lunch. As to say as friends, even not mixing much it should be go into contact among each other but this is different. I did not regret introducing my friends to her as she is happy with it. As what I don't like are having new friends and does not want old friends anymore. As there's nothing I could do as well. And to say I guess it's not worth being sad for a friend who does not cherish friendship at all. So this problem has been out from my mind and with no one beside me, I will still need to continue my life.

On the other hand, I do have good stuff happening to me as well. Let me start with love relationship first. From my previous post, those who read it before, knew that I am in a relationship for quite long. As till now the relationship is still on going. I feel glad that I have found someone to share everything with me no matter what happen. As me and him do always argue never stop cause both of us does not want to lose to each other. Even we both always argue but I could see in his heart he still have me and he do always love me a lot. Even I tried to say wanted to break up with him, I still can't do it as he is always planted in my heart as well. My bf and I really argue over small matters but no matter how there's always a way to settle any problem. Unless either one of us done something really unforgivable. Seems like it never happen. Some people do say that I do not suit to be together with him but I will still believe in myself that I can do it. Getting someone who love you more den you love him is better then getting someone who you love more then you love him. As this is my concept and it might be different to you all. Lol. This coming 26th September will be me and his 2 years anniversary. Really feel happy about it that I never expected that this relationship will last so long also. I guess this is about my love relationship here.

As on my birthday on 26th June, i've got a lonely birthday as not all my family members celebrated with me and this is my first birthday where I don't even have a birthday cake. But it's ok as show I am one year older. Lol. The happiest thing for my birthday is that my bf bought me something I really like it for very long. He bought me penguin which is wearing a scarf and both penguin are hugging together so lovely. I really love it a alot. Plus the penguin is limited edition. I never knew he could find back that penguin as it's sold out in a lot places. As thanks a lot to my bf. Really love it. Muacks.

About monetary problem I feel happy as well. At last I get to save money every month and having enough amount of money to use as well. Last time I used to finish off all my money that is given by my dad monthly. As now everything changes. I save money for future use. My future use is I plan to buy my own personal laptop. I saw the one I like and it cost me RM3000. So I will need to save and work during the end of the year for 3 months to get the amount of money to buy my favourite laptop. As I really can't wait as well. Working for 3 months maybe can help me in getting around RM2000 + but I still need an amount of money to be added into it to buy the laptop itself. I really need to try very hard to save money. I need to say gambateh to myself. Lol. Hope I really can do it.

I guess thats all I can talk about for the moment. I never knew that I can write so long for just one post. Lol. Hope you all don't get bored with what I am trying to say here ^^

Posted at Monday, July 21, 2008 by chin88
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Wednesday, August 01, 2007

---Wonderful Days---

for this one i will totally write about me and my bf..

i know my bf for ald 10 month and 6 days..i have started the relationship wif him on september 26 2006..so now i m still counting the days to reach one year..
to say alot ppl dun like having relationship through on9..i got my bf from internet..at the beginning i dun quite trust in it but it seems like it work oso..even though at the beginning both of us is like strangers but the feeling of love can be make up slowly and its really nice..

when we started to be together we suffer..coz my bf dun have a very good job and we need to try to get money when we go out..it started hard but as long as we love each other nothing is impossible to be settled..we continue our life like normal and until now its beginning to get better and better..i do changed alot when i was wif him..learn stuff and all..now i m glad tat he got a work tat he liked and he could work happily..we now always go out and during bf's b'day at 16th janurary i bought him a pair of shoe..during my b'day when it is 26th june as well my bf bought me a pir of shoes..hehe..i do have really alot of nice time being wif him..

me n him argue alot but to me arguing is not a problem now..even though we argue, things could also be settled easily..every nite i always hope tat my bf will be sleeping by the side of me hugging me..tat really give ma a feelings of security tat i could always be safe under his arms..this sound stupid but every nite i do miss u alot and always wish u could be by my side..when i have problems for my assignment my bf is oso at my side helping me to try to settle it off and try to get the grade tat i need..i m so glad to have this bf tat could somehow help me and be by my side when i need him..i know tat he have difficulties in earning money to make me have a nice time but as long as he is wif me i m happy enough..i dun mind wat we are going to eat but wat i wan is him together wif me..

on the other hand, me myself have been making my bf feel unsafe being wif me..i have been breaking plenty of his promises tat make his trust towards me have changed and getting less and less..i understand how much i hurt him and i m trying to change myself to someone better so tat he could feel the warmness wif me and feel safe being wif me..he trust me alot and do give me freedom as well and i will cherish alot wat he gave me..i wanted to take this time to tell my bf things as well

"hubby, i know tat i have hurt u alot and u always say give me last chance..i m trying my best to be ur good darling and i hope u really give me time to get through everything and be wif u for the rest of my life..i always love the time going out wif u..every sat seems to be our day to be together and every sat could be my happy day even though we argue on the day itself..i always cherish the time wif u and i will be wif u forever..I LOVE U"~~~

more stories coutinue the next blog XD

Posted at Wednesday, August 01, 2007 by chin88
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Monday, July 30, 2007

all in one by chin after a long time of updating

its such a long time i have not been updating my blog..still interested to see my blog or not?if yes pls read it and give come comment of it if u can XD

to say i m always the same chin as before..now i m still wif my 3rd bf as usual and it have been ald 10 months being wif him..i cherish the time i be wif him for sure and i love him as much as he do love me..we do have nice time together and as well as sad times but sad time could turn of to be happy times as well..i do argue alot wif my bf but we always get to settle off the problem and get back together..there are times where me n u have problems in our relationshop but till now we still have the nice time being together and love each other like before..i do hurt him many times and he forgive me plenty of times as well..i wanted to say sorry to him for hurting him many times oso..sorry dear and i love u dear..

to say about college life..i have proceed to uni life now..i m currenly studying in University Of South Australia..its a tough uni life..i have finished my 1st semester and i m glad i pass the 4 subjects..even though i dun get it in flying colours but passing rate for me is good enough..now i m starting on my 2nd semester..this is the 2nd week..y am i so free blogging today and its so early in the morning?it is coz i have plenty of time from 8 to10am tat is coz my tutorial class is canceled and i dunno..so i have to stay in the library to do onto something to be able not to get tat bored so i choose onto updating my blog as i have not done it in such as long time oso..i m not sure u all guys will be reading or not but i hope to have some comments on it as i don't update it tat much..not to say i dun have the time is just tat i am always lazy..the 2nd semester i have not strated it and i guess it will be tough as well..

on the other side..to say frens..me n my frens doing good..nothing happen but i guess many ppl are busy wif their college life..i guess when i m having holidays they will be busy wif college,,even though we are busy wif our college life but same we can have time together and have fun together as well..i just hope to have more nice time wif them..so far i do still cherish them alot..

on the other side SDO..i do have nice times in sdo as well..i get to have good frens and i even make an id wif one of my best fren in sdo to be couples..its fun to be tat way..better den hurting anyone's heart inside..and to say i m currenlty playing on Thailand SDO..this is coz Malaysia SDO have been server down for months and i dun put much hope on it as well..the more hope u put on it the worse it goes..so let it go naturally..and i do play sdo oftently..to say actually i go in to have nice chat more den i play..hehe..

i guess this is all i going to write and i will try to update my blog when i m free and i wish too..hope to catch up wif all my frens XD

Posted at Monday, July 30, 2007 by chin88
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Sunday, November 26, 2006

college life!

as u all kow one year is going to go over again..i have finish my foundation year..i am just waiting for my final exam result..i pray to god hope i pass for all..3 semstser of foundation year pass very fast..

i wan to thnx all my friends tat i know from 3.7..i know i am such a lousy to friend to be with but i really want to thnx all of them of being so friendly to me..i will remember those who always be wif me everytime and help me in my homeworks..i really appreciate it alot..thnx for everything!the important thing is i have to thnx all the teachers...i fee good having them..they are fun and they teach me alot of things..even though i don't know much about the subject i still try my very best to understand little better den nothing(economics)..how tough it goes i still go on coz as we know "life is difficult"..another thing is about our "vegetable family"..it is a nice time having those names wif mine is "potato"..frens who fetch me home some times i wan to thxn u all too..thnx for fetching me...

i know assignments were hard in life but me and my every gropu mates have struggle to finish it..maybe there will be arguements but it will be better den we sit there doing nothing and never think of anything..arguements will make us have ideas too..assignments were tough but we still get it done and try our very best always..if we nvr try we will never know..so do ur best!i think in the whole 2 semester i have been in a group wif every classmates b4.tat is a good experience to get to know them more..i will never forget those who have help me..if i have done something tat u all dont like i am so sorry..everyone will do wrong things..pls forgive me if i done something wrong..

not only tat..i have known frens from 3.8..my class was 3.7..i know them well and have fun wif them always..everyone go through difficulties but no one have give up!everyone try their very best...i hope to see everyone when i am in degree..i hope everyone pass wif flying colours..i hate to go to college but now seems tat i have been missing those lifes..we have to appreciate it when we are in tat situation but i think i have not apprecite it so much tat make me miss it..i think everyone do miss those life..

maybe when u all read this will think tat i am like talkign crap but is really i do appreciate my class which is 3.7..i have fun wif them..this will never be washed away from my brain..to me frens are surely important in life oso!miss u all!

Posted at Sunday, November 26, 2006 by chin88
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Monday, November 06, 2006

i have new bf

this is such a long time of me not writing a blog. now let me tell u all.

i have broken up wif my 2nd bf n currently i am having my 3rd one..he is juet 1 year old older den me..that means he is 19 this year. i m wif my 3rd bf for onle 1 month.to me he is better den the other 2 bf tat i have..he care of me alot more den my ex care for me..erm..actually i don't know wat to write at all..just wanna tell u all i have my 3rd bf now..haha...

Posted at Monday, November 06, 2006 by chin88
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Saturday, September 23, 2006

fun day at mid valley

i such a long time that i have never update my blog after i broke up with my boyfriend.now i will write what i have done today..

today is a fun day..suppose today i am not lucky to meet 2 friends that i know from sdo(a game)..they say they want to go to 1U so i can't go there cause of transport problem..in the morning at 10.30 like this WHIT who is one of the person i meet sms me and say that the meeting venue is going to be changed to Mid Valley..this is good cause i can go there easier by train.. so WHIT tell me that he will be going to Xin Zi's house at 1pm and later will reach Mid Valley at around 1.45 to 2.00 pm. than at about 12.50pm, Xin Zi sms me..she say they are on their way now..i really wanna die cause Whit tell me at 1pm only fetch Xin Zi..that time really feel like killing Whit cause i not yet get changed and all..then i walk to ktm station...the stupid machine make me lose the 1st train..really wan kill the train!!nevermind then when i wan change train from Kl Sentral to Mid Valley even worse..the train got no air cond!!arh!

now i say when i reach there..when i reach there i sms Xin Zi and ask where are they..they say they are waiting for me at World of Cartoons..i walk over World of Cartoons and they never see me..really swt~!den we decided to go to Coffee Bean to have drinks..haha..then Whit is asked to pay all..wakaka..then me and Xin Zi save money..haha..den later me and Xin Zi decided to do something when Whit comes back from toilet.we took his pic..wakaka..them Xin Zi send from mms to me..we can sit at Coffee Bean and chat for 4 hours and more..we really geng..wakaka..but fun day..hehe..when i go home really omg!!the quepe for ktm is super super long..lucky when go in train still ok..

i think that all i write..i have fun today..wan to say thanks to them!

Posted at Saturday, September 23, 2006 by chin88
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Saturday, August 19, 2006

SDO roxx!!!

lets say about yesterday..yesterday i went out with my classmates and my second semester mentor..he is going to spend us..suppose to have my other fren who is girl going but ended up only i m the only girl going..haiz..nvm..just be open minded..my teacher decided to go to Telok Gong so we went there..when we went there we eat and chat and chat and chat..its quite fun chatting..hehe..hehe..den later teacher fect us back to our school tat is TBS..den i went to yum cha with friends at Little Taiwan..after yum cha we went to cyber cafe..so happy can go cyber cafe cause my house pc went to bring to format and i have the chance to play my favourite game that is SDO..it is having the new version now so i can try the new version..so nice!!but actually i still prefer the old version..to me is better..hehe..nevermind..den my friends beside me saw that SDO is so fun so she went to register..so i practice with her..but for a while more go home and after at home i sleep at once..hehe..tats al i write..bb..

Posted at Saturday, August 19, 2006 by chin88
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Saturday, August 05, 2006

break up..

this blog i am going to say i decided to break with my bf..i sms to tell him to break but he dont even reply me..really omg!!!he really treated me so badly!!!everything in between him n me is over..no more..thats all i wan to write...bye..

Posted at Saturday, August 05, 2006 by chin88
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Saturday, July 29, 2006

so sad of him..

let me say about thigs happen lately..my bf and i having problems now..we started not to call each other so much..whenever i talk to him he is either with his friends or sleeping..we always don't know what to chat with each other anymore..its like we are really from 2 different world!!suddenly the gap in between us is becoming more far and far!!i don't know..i have asked many other people's opinion and all asked me to give him a chance how is it..now i have give 1 week time to him starting from tomorrow and if he didn't call me for this whole week even once i will call him and break up with him..i don't know why do i choose a guy that treated me that way..he started to be so good to me and calls me almost everyday but the longer the worse it goes..he didn't even call...is he just playing with my feelings?

another thing i gonna say about is i have started to play a game call SDO tat is Super Dancer..i get so addicted to it..its so nice..get to know quite a number of friends of there too..but the time that i lose is more than i win..haha..but nevermind czuse it is just a game..i just wanted to have some fun playing with it..its so fun..u all can come find me to play with me..i will always appear in the Selangor part and my name inside is chincrazygurl..remember add me as ur buddy!!don't forget!!i need to go and play now..hehe..bye..

Posted at Saturday, July 29, 2006 by chin88
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Saturday, July 15, 2006

get to know Hong Kong ppl!!!

let me just say about yesterday..yesterday i went out with my Keng to Pyramid..i went to there house at 4.30 pm and reach her house at 5 pm..then i waited for her to take her bath and all..after she is done we went out of her house and call Gwen to come and look for us..we went there to eat Kim Gary until all of us wanted to vomit cause too full..after we are done with eating, Gwen parents come and fetch him to bring him for a wedding dinner..because of that me and Keng walk around Pyramid but we are so boring so we ended up saying we are thirsty and we went to MCD to buy a large coke and sit there chat chat chat but still so bored cause we have to wait until 11 something Gwen come and fetch Keng and ftech me home too..so we get so bored and suddenly we decided we go and play Rock Fever cause Keng say she don't know how to play..then we went down to arcade but we realise everyone play until so good..i can play until normal mode and not much more than that..so we decided not to play and proceed to comic shop..Keng bought a book there..1st we say we wanted to go and watch movie but cant cause Keng promise Gwen to watch with him already..so too bad we can't watch movie..so we walk here and there until 10 pm and went to SUB to look for Wee Lian and ask her to go and have some tea with us and we went to Taj Curry House..we went there and Wee Lian say she spend us..we sit there chatting and suddenly alot Hong Kong people come..those Hong Kong people have not enough place to sit and sit with us with our table..they talk to us too..they are so friendly..we exchange number too..they give us their Hong Kong phone number and Malaysia number..they are having company trip..they have seminar at saturday and sunday and 3 more days they have freedom..they asked me and my friends to go and have dinner with them tonite at Sunway Lagoon Resort Hotel but me and my friends don't want to..then for a while they all started to have their short seminar at the mamak store and me and my friends will have to respect them so we sit there but me and Keng listen until want sleep but don't know why Wee Lian like so damn interested..for a while Gwen come already and we say bye to them and gone from there..Gwen wanted to go to Asia Cafe to look for friends so me and Keng follow too..we went out until 1 am !!!

Posted at Saturday, July 15, 2006 by chin88
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